Once there was a special girl
Who I needed far more than she needed me.
Under a disguise of an unknowing
The dynamic morphed into a different shape.
Thump, thump, thump went the heart
Each moment flashing images
Or so I thought
Cant we go back
to the way things were
before I messed it up
with my pounding heart.
Was I only good when you needed someone to care and listen?
The silver lining in a world of misery.
The feeling between us was only story.
Rain falls from the sky
Washing away memories
As they float by.
I only wanted to hear you voice.
But no answer has a limited choice.
Was it love or just the feeling of being needed by another person?
I was always there
to hear you complain
and make you feel at ease
by taking away the pain
To give you suggestions
on how to deal.
No matter what I thought
the illusion wasn't real.
Did I imagine more than actually existed between us?
You need time figure yourself out
and what you need to achieve.
I came to terms with myself long ago
and know what I need
I thought it was you.
I wanted it to be us.
The boat got rocked.
The situation got tossed.
Is being numb better than mending a broken heart?
by Sean Kimmel
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