is when you first realize
that you're falling for someone.
All you have to do is think about them.
A smile creeps out of the corners of your mouth.
Your hearbeat pumps and quickens.
Maybe you get butterflies in your stomach
or feel little dizzy in their presense.
The entire day is better,
if only for a few moments.
You look forward to the time spent together.
Call it falling in love,
or admiration towards another,
or even lust, desire, infacuation,
or a number of things.
But that feeling is unique.
Treasure it, forever.
On the opposite end of the spectrum
there lies one of the worst feelings one can obtain.
The realization that the person you've put on a pedastal
does not feel the same way about you.
A certain, callus demeanor falls upon you.
Not necessarily hate,
but a cold and empty feeling.
Your guts churn in disgust.
A pain hits your heart and spreads
through out your entire body.
You want to cry, and sometimes do.
This can be followed by self loathing,
definite loneliness, and denial.
This feeling is also unique.
But you must let it go
and search for the good.
Copyright 2007
by Sean Kimmel
For more go to http://www.seankimmel.com/
