11/27/07

Masquerade of a Friend

Under a blanket of perceived protection
Turns out to be there to smother
Talk one way, act another out of the blue
The words that are spewed from you mouth are lies
In front of my face witnessing the interactions
Behind closed doors, imagination runs wild

Anger rises in my mind as fits of rage blast on
Want to pulverize until blood drops from my fists
Turn my back and refuse to acknowledge existence
Lies not spoken and actions not taken
But I can see with my eyes what occurs
Everyone suspects the worst is coming

Acting on past history that suppose to be in the books
Hope you both crash and burn in your plight
Shouldn’t be angry or surprised by the scene
Can’t put on a happy face and pretend anymore
Internally laughing at the results from a distance
Because you called yourself my friend


Copyright 2007
by Sean Kimmel
 

11/11/07

Crossroads of Pain

Feels all wrong
The time is gone
The road ahead
Always dread
Hurt and pain
Make you insane
Mind’s not right
Keeps hope in sight
Feelings mixed
Ideas are nixed
Heart aches
While it breaks
The pieces shatter
Nothing matters
Forget the loss
At any cost
The beauty I see
Doesn’t look at me
Heart beats sad
Mind thinks mad
Still down and blue
Know what to do
Thoughts disprove
So on I move


Copyright 2007
by Sean Kimmel